So like, yeah uhh iapos;m sitting alone on a saturday night, because I am. Iapos;m getting this strange feeling that Iapos;m not getting the 100 full affect of college yet. Granted its only been a month and a half, but still.
- I have begun to make a group of friends which is nice. My two roommates, el and katrina, the three boys in 202, we have been getting close, but everyoneapos;s away this weekend, I feel really alone. I have eliana, but we both didnapos;t feel like doing anything, so we are both just chillinapos; in our rooms. I feel like I should be making more friends, and that the process has been a lot slower than I would have liked. Iapos;m still scared to go to parties of people I dontapos; know, I keep blowing Brianapos;s parties off on thursdays to just to hang. I feel bad I didntapos; go out with this one girl tonight because I was too tired. Sometimes I look on peopleapos;s facebooks, and its already like, collegefied, and mine is still very much homeified.
-iapos;m feeling a little depressed, not gonna lie, maybe its just one of those nights.
-I have determined that Lasell is way too easy for me, and I really hate a lot of my classes.
-lots of problems with my behavior while drunk, i hope it all goes away soon
-iapos;m beginning to eat horribly again...i canapos;t gain weight i canapos;t do it.
-I blacked out for the first time yesterday, it was horrible i didnapos;t know how I got home. This morning was a very scary morning, iapos;m thinking it will be funny in a few days...
this is a horribly depressing entry To make myself feel better I guess iapos;ll do some positives:
-I love me and katrinaapos;s radio show. Radio in my future? hopefully, its a lot of fun.
-kaceys house = the craziest times in my entire life. I love allston
-i got to see Daisy this weekend then its ashley and patty next weekend then HALLOWEEN NEXT WEEKEND iapos;m very excited. It seems as though my home friends and lasell friends get along, which is amazing
-new, really comfortable sweatshirt today. Those are fun
-also, I love boston. I love quincy market and harvard square. I love crowded T rides and drunk kids with thick boston accents. I love the red sox and how people watch games on the streets. Its awesome. Iapos;m home here
OK leaving now, maybe sleep? its necessary. Maybe iapos;ll feel better tomorrow
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